a Future plan

I didn't know what I should do or want to do in the future beside getting marry with my dearest boyfriend who has been together foe about 3 years.
For now, I want to be a Japanese teacher in Australia. Being assistant to Japanese teachers, it gives me a lot. I know it is difficult to get a job and a permanent residence, but I want to give it a go.

Although, I realize it would be a huge problem between him and I. I don't think he wants to live other countries other than Japan... I am too scare to ask him about living here for good. He may say "it's time for breaking up." or he may say "I'll come with you, but I need your support until getting a job in Aus." He cannot speak English well and it will be tough for him.

I want to live here, but the priority of my life is to be with my boyfriend for good. That means if he says no, I will stay in Japan. And I can teach English for Japanese or be a secretary of trade company.

I can be happy if I can be with my boyfriend and use English knowledge. Also my precious family feel happy.